Friday, May 18, 2007
I'm back! I'm back!You'll surely miss me right? Oops! I mean you'll miss my posting, Haha. Well, ask me whether i'm fine?! I'll answer you that. Okay, i'm very fine lah. Thanks for friends around me! Such like waiteng, blah blah.(die die also don't want to mention that girl's name xP) Okay lah, you know who you are right.. And bible says that for you have done it in a secret place, you shall have your reward openly. See see see?! I quoted leh((:
Was feeling rather down yesterday, rather down. I realise that actually people around me do cares about me. I've been depressed after getting my result, though i deserve it i admit. Waiteng ask me to call her, which i actually didn't wanna talk about my results lah, but somehow i've spout out. I've got this question, which i think no one can actually give me a satisfy answer.
Why do i have to work triple hard or so, while others just have to work hard? Hmm.. finally got an answer. Everyone has different brains, different talents. So far i've not done anything proud, except singing. How poor thing huh? But, actually not. I shoudn't have this thought since actually some "ulu ulu" corner in this world are even poorer than me, which i should pull myself up from my fall, carry on with my life and help others too!
Suddenly i've got this thought yesterday. Well, i don't wish to share but i realise how much i fear for God than death :D and I don't wanna waste my youth just like this, filled with failures. Yes, i may have it anywhere, anyhow. But somehow i know there's someone out there loves me, cares for me, concern about me, don't want me to give up. And that is God. Thank God i'm much more bless than others, i've got Him to talk to, i've got Him to help. Anyone wanna have Him? I don't mind sharing Him with you okay?
I'm much more cheerful now, knowing how to use my failures to help others too!(: Yeah? Take care much my dearest friend! ----------------------------
God, i wanna stay here with you!(: loves*
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