Wednesday, November 01, 2006
If this saturday i really can't go to church, most probably i'll be going out with my parents to have dinner. Well, i don't like that.I don't like to have dinner with them. Out of 10 times we have dinner, 6-7 times will always have comflicts. So what for to have dinner together, right? I'll rather eat at home by myself, rather eat with my friends. Is not that i don't wanna treasure the time i have with them, just that they make me detest to have dinner with them and ban me from going to church. That's the worst part. Saturday i use to it by going to church. Oh man, i don't know when will this be over. I wish it pass real fast, real real fast.
Sometimes, i really envy those kids or rather younster can have dinner with their parents happily. Well, i? Can't. Look at my mum face, feels like facing a terrorist. She can explode a bomb anytime, anywhere. Well my dad? He's irritating. He'll just speak something unpleasant in a wrong occasion time. See, how bad it is huh? I'll rather be blind, deaf in times. But of cause, i'm just saying out of anger. I want to have my mum, be like my friend, talks to me peacefully, listen to me well.
Okay, fine fine. I'll try to change my attitude in talking alright? I know myself well. I don't really like to talk to either one of them. I'll rather talk to the wall instead. I still remember what pastor taught me. To give full attention to a person. Well, i did that. I remember most of it. I don't blame my mum for that, cause she didn't know bout that.
Alright, that's end of my anger. (Fullstop)
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I will still move my life on, no matter what.
7:31 PM
